Last Promise
I am still trying to find you, i don't remember where and when I had left you, or did I left you? I went again to the place where we first met, ordered the same and took out the same book which i read on our first date. I was trying to find your face in the lines of book, in the swarms of faces in the cafe, but perhaps you have foregone, have left me in the world alone to survive. Do you think it's easy to get ready in the morning without any motivation, without you lying on my side? How would you know my pain, you have gone to a mystic place, why would you remember an inferior creature like me? Someone jostled me from side and shook me out from my interior monologue going on. It's time for a farewell, a time for goodbye. I slowly got up and put the ring on your lifeless finger, the guilt of not giving this when you were with me will haunt me forever. I wish I could go with you but have promised you to take care of myself, live my life to fullest and give chance to people...