Throwing up words

I still remember how frightened I was on the first day, couldn't decide how to make friends and what to say. Each day felt like a huge weight, but this brought me with new mates. Didn't know how to respond to a new teacher, it felt like dealing with a new creature. The days passed by, and I shed my fears and learnt not to shy. The institute became my second house, me and my friends became like Minnie and Mickey mouse. Oh! How great were these 3 years, it changed my perspectives and my wears. The happy felling of sharing lunch, and 4 friends fighting for one munch. Sleeping during lectures and bunking the classes, have become like a portrait in my glasses. -Shruti Upadhyay

Sitting on the bed, my mind swings to and fro, remembering all the bad things and felling low. Sometimes life stands at a point where, there's nothing but just some shadows and no care. It's really hard to pull out, when your mind is full of doubt. You fell alone, and it seems there's nothing left except to moan. Your life starts to scatter, you don't want someone to get involved in your matter. But never leave the hope, get out from there and try some new scope. -Shruti Upadhyay

Sometimes I fell a urge to go and dance in the rain, feel to roam in every city and lane. I really want to sing, many people don't know if I am dead or still alive. My life has been restricted to one room, I just want to explore and try some new ice cream scoop. Tubes and bottles have become a part of my body, sometimes I feel to become small like noddy. My life is a monotonous routine, doctors have no hope for my condition including the dean. I wanted to hug my daughter on her graduation day, don't  just wanted to just hear and lay. My life has changed drastically after the accident, it was my fault who could not see the nearby tent. Everything was blur and my whole body was covered in blood, I suffer from OCD but at tha t time I was  engulfed in mud. My body could not respond to any external force, and that was the beginning of my medical course. My family was shocked, and my wife who was so frightened she got herself locked. I could not move nor talk, I regretted the f...

                            Do u know what hurts the most? When u don't know what to do and feel like lost. When u don't want to do anything, but just hope to solve everything. Life is so uncertain, but than how does it follow:No Loss, No Gain? I don't know how to act or react, Is it a myth or a fact? The world is full of lies, but u have to accept it for just a mouthful of rice. I just want to reverse the time, but its not as easy as to make a lime. -Shruti Upadhyay